It’s been ages since your eyes told me you liked me but wasn’t in love with me. I’ve tried to forget you, tried to drown my sorrows. I’m still trying to breathe each and every minute, knowing you are gone, without crying. You were my friend, my confidante, my everything.

Why can’t I let you go? I still love you, yes I do. My heart is still bleeding. Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken heart. Whenever I try to heal a bit, I just pull the scar off over and over again.

They say that time heals all wounds but all it’s done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you. Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.

I wish I knew what went wrong. Perhaps, I do know, I realized what you mean to me when I saw you with him … may be it was too late, I was busy fighting for my survival, fighting for my glory and lost my dearest. Today I stand on the highest peak, regained everything I ever lost … yet alone without you. I should have told you when I had the chance, may be things would have been different.

I have faced many odds, been through a lot, always hold on a second longer. But I cannot fight to let go, … let you go. Ask me why I keep on loving you when it’s clear that you don’t feel the same way for me… the problem is that as much as I can’t force you to love me, I can’t force myself to stop loving you.

You’ll be on my mind. And I’ll love you – Always.

ranjit

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ok ok . . . now @ those of you who believed that this is my life; a genuine post, –lol  :P

i just borrowed it from internet, ya, with a bit editing which happens to be translation of bon jovi’s song always :) . . .  i am too good !

P.S. if you havn’t heard “always” plz jump out of a window.

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